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She had no real relationship with her father \u2013 just two exchanged letters in 36 years, even though he lived in the same city. Later, she discovered he had collected all of her records. \u201cCrazy, isn\u2019t it?\u201d she muses. What\u2019s the right way for a daughter to grieve a father who was never there \u2013 but whose fatherhood remained a fact?<\/p>\n<p>She couldn\u2019t resist addressing his death artistically. She scrapped her nearly finished record and began again. The result, <em>Infinity Tunes<\/em>, became a concept album grappling with life, death, and everything in between. The pain of breakups, told starkly in <em>Alles Gute und viel Glu\u0308ck!<\/em> (<em>All the Best and Good Luck!<\/em>). The migrant-child experience, described with such blunt clarity in <em>Zwischen 2 Welten<\/em> (<em>Between Two Worlds<\/em>) that any other post-migrant kid would immediately relate. 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She\u2019s also long been politically active, advocating for fair pay for musicians in a world dominated by opaque streaming payouts. She contributes ideas to creative agencies, writes film scores \u2013 most recently for Jovana Reisinger\u2019s <em>Unterwegs im Namen der Kaiserin<\/em> (<em>On the Road in the Name of the Empress<\/em>).<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI always juggle a lot at once. It\u2019s not like I cut myself off from the world when I\u2019m working,\u201d she says. But she admits she struggles with everyday life: \u201cLaundry, bureaucracy, emails \u2013 I really can\u2019t deal with reality.\u201d She laughs: \u201cI think I\u2019m a bad friend too.\u201d She\u2019s stopped even bothering to RSVP to birthdays or parties. 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"}},{"acf_fc_layout":"text_area","text_area":"<p>At the end of May, shortly after <em>Infinity Tunes<\/em> was released, <em>ZEITmagazin<\/em> ran a cover story on her. The journalist Emilia Smechowski had followed her for two years, writing a layered portrait. The piece opened with a pointed line: Balbina is an important artist, but not a star. \u201cAnd the truth is, she probably never will be.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A brutal verdict? Balbina shakes her head. It\u2019s more complicated. \u201cEmilia and I talked a lot about stardom \u2013 what it even means to be a pop star today.\u201d They agreed: Balbina doesn\u2019t fit that template. And she\u2019s fine with that. She creates because she must \u2013 not to please, not to pander. Her songs are often described as cerebral, difficult. 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